Chavasana at Clam Cove

Clam CoveI take a cold plunge at low tide
And lie naked on warm slabs of red
To dry in afternoon sun and doze
To the whisper of salt breeze

I dreamed I stepped on my straw hat
I laughed I said it meant the end
Of summer yet green-leafed gates
Are still swung wide and shining

A distant grace smoked on her fire escape
Her legs glowed golden red
Suspended in time and the sunset
Did she disappear because of my gaze

Across rooftops clouds of skulls and smiles
Against a silhouette of pinetops
Above water reflecting last light
A pair of herons bark and separate

Come back, come back
Come back to your breath
Your breath on my skin
Your breath a tide that comes and goes

Sliding away to reveal the stones
That will always be here for us
Like fresh-baked loaves

“Holiday in Reality” Poetry Blast, Oct. 16, Brooklyn!

poster.newThe 4th annual Holiday in Reality Poetry Blast arrives with an all-star line-up of great New York poets:

Legendary Nuyorican hero Edwin Torres. See his Brainlingo site and read Moroccan Slippers. Read “Merely A Poet” on Poetry Foundation.

Award-winning Cave Canem fellow Morgan Parker.  Read “Beyoncé on the Line for Gaga,” “Rebirth of Slick,” and “White Beyoncé” in Glittermob.

Fulbright Fellow and brand new mom Julia Guez. Read Still Life With Vicodin and more on Diagram.

Brooklyn bon vivant Pat Smith. Read Leonard and Beta Agonists  on Not in the News Today.

Thursday, Oct. 16, 8 p.m. at Park Slope’s Old Stone House, 336 3rd St., Brooklyn. Ten bucks at the door includes beer, wine, snacks and the delicious thrill of POETRY ON THE TONGUE!

Presented by Brooklyn Reading Works. Curated by Pat Smith.

The View from Sturges Corner

SturgesGlaciers can carry pretty much anything
they want. But which way did the glaciers go?
Robert Titus
The Catskills in the Ice Age

We are city dwellers craving summer
Woods and wildflower fields so
Off we go when life allows
and friends invite
We don’t hesitate, we take
No time to acclimate
To the leafy green forest cats
I have named Little Jimmy and Long James
Whose stony spines rise above a valley
Carved by blue flowing ice
Twelve thousand years ago

We took our tall boy on a little tour:
front porch, barn, garden, apple tree,
hammock, lily pond and long expanses
of green and green and green
climbing up the mountainside

We set up on a table in the shade
With books and paints, we watched
Late afternoon sun and westerly breeze
Paint the waving branches of willow trees

I read what catty Catullus had to say
about his tortured love for a fickle girlfriend
and some jerk who stole his favorite napkins

The air grew cooler
We put on long pants
Sat by a fire in a pyramid stove
Watched the Dipper slowly brighten
Till we got sleepy
Went upstairs and let a bat out of the room

I dreamed I was cutting my hair
In the open air at a drive-in movie
I plugged my clippers into the speaker box
Dense clumps of hair clogged the blades
A man who wanted a cut
Asked to borrow the clippers
I said they’re broken but
I’ll rent them out
He gave me a look

Bees and butterflies enjoy
Wild thyme beside the path
We forage yellow gold chanterelles
from a pine forest I won’t say where

Soft music of wind and supple leaves
Summer society of trees
So talented at reflecting
our bodies and our moods
Trunks, limbs, seeds, sap
Reach, bend, wave, droop,
Whisper, sigh, sing, moan,
Grow bare, lean, fall down

Bright open gates to memories
Of endless kickball summer
Climbing sycamore and maple

This is a common story
Of the formerly ice age Catskills
You may be thinking
Of other summers
And wondering if they
Had a similar story.
They did.

To My New Pal Li Po

Furtive flicker pauses on birch top
Disappears with his red spot
One monarch butterfly lights
On granite rib flecked with green lichen
Flashing orange wings lift it away
Years ago there were so many

My daughter leaves on the ferry tomorrow
Now she sits where the butterfly was
Her knees at her chin, pretending to smile
Blue heron gliding over blue water
A cello note low over flutes of tide

In the Library of Sandwiches

P1000498Most of our bodies were stuck
Under a table but we raised our heads
Up between an edge and a wall
Like characters in a Beckett tragicomedy.
A sweet smell of growing green things
Made my heart hurt a little, said Rocky.
I was a child, school was just out,
Nothing to worry about.
What would we do without perpective?
I said. I remember a crumbling tunnel
To a beach location of so many dreams.
Rocky said, May used to mean an impending surge
Of joy—sixth grade is over!
And loss—sixth grade is over.
What’s May to me today?
What warm breeze?
What sexy trees?
What sweet possibilities?
I said, Maybe I wished I could be
In the quiet storefront office
The schoolbus went by every morning
Because I just wanted some calm, damn it.
We are vessels, are we not,
Of all that came before, said Rocky.
Happy in Grampa’s Lap, watching Jackie Gleason,
Algebra homework, Revolver on the record player,
Knee-deep and laughing in warm ocean waves
With you, the one who saves my life.
How would I let you go? I said.
For an unusual tattoo I wanted
Something from a dream.
Though not a slice of rye
To cover a hole in my door
But mysterious enough to draw
Attention in yoga class:
Faint pink crystals scattered
Across a pale blue sky.
Can they do that?
Anything is possible, Rocky said.

Leonard

santajacks1I was admiring the knees and elbows
Of my favorite crabapple until I nodded off.
I dreamed a big egg salad sandwich was sailing
Up the Hudson. When I opened my eyes
Leonard Duncil was sitting beside me.
Look at you, an old man snoozing on a bench, he said.
I’d hardly call it snoozing, I said. I was just lost in thought.
I hadn’t seen Leonard, the neighborhood bad boy,
Since 9th grade. He hadn’t aged—same long greasy
Hair and adolescent beard. Are you spying on me? I said.
If I’m a spy, I must be good, he said. You haven’t seen
Me in thirty years. He had me there. Still I was
Suspicious. He said, You sit here moping until you see
Something you think is funny, like a truck for Giant Big
Apple Beer. I said, What’s not funny about Giant Big
Apple Beer? Are you a ghost? Were you an evil pimp,
Murdered by one of your whores? He said, Wow.
I’m an aircraft engineer and a grandpa. I don’t look like
This anymore. Why do you remember me? I said, Blue
Print Cleanse. We Think. You Drink. That’s funny isn’t it?
He said, You and your sisters were straight out of the Brady
Bunch. I said, You were a happy delinquent. I was a lonely nerd.
I gathered Leonard Duncil into my arms
As the crabapple waved in the June breeze.

Beta Agonists

Encrypted LunchmeatPlease order food for today’s conference, Roger said.
I said, Of course. And encrypt the message, he said.
Encrypt our lunch? I said. He said, Send it secure.
We need to be in full compliance. I said, I guess we can’t
Be too careful. Especially about sandwiches.
I’m serious, Murchison, Roger said. I said, Me, too.
I don’t take my pastrami lightly. He said, Pastrami—that gets out,
boom, total red flag. Code purple all over the place. I said,
Jesus. I had no idea. He said, Investigators in our files, circling
like hyenas around the copy machine. I said, The bastards!
We’ll shoot them down like dogs. Roger said, Whoa,
Murchison. I love my dog. I love all dogs. I said, Right, sorry.
I used to have a dog when I was a lad. What kind of
Sandwich do you want? I asked. Roger said,
That’s protected information. Order a selection.
Roger left and a chill went straight through me.
One leak, tuna salad, and German shepherds
Are sniffing under my desk. I’d be out
On the street, aimless, wandering
Lonely as a cloud. And there goes my pension.

Asleep and Climbing

Sleeping dogs and sleeping lambs
Lay along a meadow path
The sky was pale, the air mild
Yet I imagined teeth and blood
O silly me
At six p.m. an electronic hymn
Pealing carillon chimes
Emanate from an empty belfry
And remind me it is Palm Sunday
I gave up on the gods ages ago
But they have a way of sniffing me out
Do I mean maybe I’m not that dim
Or merely prone to magical thinking?

The winds picked up so weird
Even us kids from tornado alleys
Normally blasé about big blows
Began to feel a chill
Existential all over our screens
One night at the scout camp-o-ree
I woke petrified but finally snapped
On my flashlight to my mother’s bible
A picture of fierce-eyed Elias
Ascending into heaven on a fiery chariot
Put me back to sleep

I climbed a backyard maple
And saw a distant tower with a window
And wondered what and how it would be
To inhabit that high room alone
But so unaware of my surroundings
I didn’t know the tower was a shaft
Of the vast factory where my family had shifted
For fifty years and would in due time
Rattle my ears and coat me with soot

On the roof I saw worn weathered faces
Of tough street boys who watched
The old buildings spread out below
Disappearing before their eyes

There is no more time
Still there is time
To replay the endless loop
Of misses and mess-ups but
Somewhere someone is having fun
Maybe mine is an orphan condition
Difficult to monetize
I’m gonna regret it
If my summer vacation
Is walking to New Orleans

I used to think I couldn’t save
You from all the silliness I’d sprung
I wasn’t only having fun
But now I see you were saving me
More than sun in alcove windows
Pink parrots on vintage pillows
Galleys, galleries, gardens
Places to be free

This Duck

word_document_89933526_canonical_23c1bccd11I closed my eyes against the glare
When I opened them a mallard stood
In the snow beside me, yellow beak shining
He settled down, sank his green head
Into the feathers on his back
Eyes on me slowly blinking closed

A blue police boat slowly closed in on us
I thought the cops might say something
Yes officers, I can vouch for this duck
This duck saved my life and could save yours someday
This duck knows how to meditate on snow like nobody’s business
You may approach this duck with your thoughts and desires
But please respect the personal space of this duck

All the grinning pilot did was nose the prow against a piling
Again and again, to test it I guess.
It woke up the duck

Stick to Your Knitting

generatorMy hotel, a repurposed high school, was infested with dragons the size of goats, asleep in the halls and under the lobby furniture. I held my breath and tiptoed around heaving leathery hides. The door to my room double-locked with a big broken zipper that wouldn’t click at the top. Out the window a gargoyle butterfly hovered like a sputtering chopper and flailed against the glass. I was jittery but I had to laugh at the idiotic expression on its face. I’d left home to see if I could start over again.

In my new life as a midwife I sat young mothers to be in a circle on the floor and offered them cake. Hortense, who’s childbearing years have ended, asked for chocolate and we laughed. I showed a video of a pregnant polar bear, unbearably charming and endangered, sliding down a snowy hillside and splashing into icy water. Session over, I was about to return the sewing needles, some wooden, some metal, when Hortense said, no, we can keep them.

There we were on the deck, the captain and I, when he felt something hit. He gave me the rod as the line went taut and wrapped around a hotel and an office tower. Even so I thought we had a marlin or maybe a swordfish. I fought and reeled hard and yanked up to the balcony not a fish but a pop-eyed old castaway hooked by his shirt. He was pretty worn out but alert and obviously very embarrassed. The captain was bummed. Whose fault was it? Later on the company made a big deal out of it—we saved a man from … something! But what we wanted was a fish.

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